A broken heart seeks out distractions. Anything to keep it from feeling broken.
Problem with this is that eventually you exhaust yourself because distractions are only temporary. When the quiet sets back in, so does the pain… and then the seeking starts again.
The cycle is brutal and vicious, and my body is tired, but so is my heart.
I will never be okay with being alone, it’s simply not in my nature
The universe has decided differently, I need be alone before I can be anything else.